9:31am: For weeks now I have been finding it hard to muster motivation to do anything. I have neglected so many things that I would normally or should normally do. My activities have slowed to basically watching TV and surfing the internet.
All this now happens in a far more nocturnal setting rather than everyone else's "9-5". I stay up till 4-5am just pissing around online or watching movies, then I manage to sleep until 3pm in the afternoon.
Everyday I have tried to find something productive to do, but without more money there seems to be a limit to my achievements. I have tidied my room a bit, and moved a few things, but nothing really noteworthy yet.
Last night I managed to find a little motivation to help Hof with his new company logo. I spent a few hours surfing the net, finding inspiration from free logo sources and having a play with Adobe Illustrator, Fireworks & Photoshop.
At about 4am I called it a night and snuggled up into bed by myself.
Finding the willpower to actually get out of bed at even 9am is so difficult when I know that I could easily just stay in bed for sooooo many more hours...I think perhaps my bed is too comfortable, its like a fortress of cushion, and I hate being disturbed.
Eventually I have to go back to TAFE and I really wish it was easier to get up in the morning...
and for the record: The Beatles and Apple Passionfruit Just Juice FTW
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It makes me sad that you were feeling like this and didnt come to me, i wish i was the kind of person that you felt like you could talk to about this kind stuff, i know this was back in July, but i loved you then, and i love you now.
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im such a winge.
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